i admit it's my fault, it was due to me being careless, i shouldn't have just slot my handphone in my apparent shallow pocket and just ignore it while engrossing myself in my nonsensical book. but it really hurts me when my Dad just say that it's your problem, settle on your own and since the contract's ending then just cancel it then. Maybe that's the feeling he give me ba, be independent he wont be there helping if you create trouble or is in need. And when i rushed down to Bukit Panjiang Bus Interchange to try my luck, the bus uncle had been super friendly and helping, guiding me to the office. But the so-call-manager just gave me a fuck-i-dont-care-less attitude. What customer service is that man?! Just because i am a student doesn't mean i don't deserve to be treated properly. and just look at the long list of 'Lost & Found' with absolutely no action taken, i doubt anyone else beside the people who lost the things ever open it again.There's some serious problem in the SMRT service, and trust me it's always the big-shots that need a waking up instead of the responsible bus drivers that needs retraining or whatsoever. Really upset by his attitude, didn't cry when i first realise i lost my phone but i cried after walking out of the office. It really hurts, to now how cold-hearted some people can be. I doubt i will be ever getting my phone back, the guy probably already threw my sim card away. i don't blame him for that, cause i aren't even sure if i would return if i found one. This is just the cold hard truth of this world. Selfish

and to top it, Mr.Lee scolded me. like saying i really need to put in alot of effort to improve my English. He's implying that if i don't i would probably do horrible for my Alevel GP. well he's not wrong to say all that, but the way he put it together with that look really discourages me. 'get a bloody notebook' i am suppose to meet him next week to go through the comprehensions in detail, but will go. w/o my phone it's hard to contact him. and i don't want to see him these few days, cause i can foresee another round of scolding. Okay, he didnt really scold, but that stern look - i just don't like it. It make me wanna run away and just don't face him at all.
the Strawberry Generation, i don't deny at all.

过往的就让它过去，遗忘一切。