hello !
“We are not the same persons this year as last; nor are those we love.
It is a happy chance if we, changing, continue to love a changed person.”
—
William Somerset Maugham
Resident on earth
may our paths cross (or maybe not)
S U S U. 21
I am
half-strawberrry,
half-chocolate and
half-human.
i'm the girl who believes in fairytale and good
endings.yea you may find it naive but at least it
makes the world simpler and life more adorable.
coloured makers pens shoes bags accessories
i never get enough of them ❤
{ Make a wish, take a chance }
with dream, you live
1. Handmade Teddy Bear
2. Date at the Botanic Garden
3. Flowers, Helium Balloons
4. Wax Seal Craft Set
5.
Scrapbook
6.
iPod Shuffle
7.
BellaBox
8. Thailand, Phuket
9.
iPhone 5S Gold
10. Instagram Polaroid Camera
the story continues . .
;fairytale
Sunday, September 25, 2011
love is such a weird thing isn't it. everyone adores it, desires it, search and fights for it; but no one ever know and understands about it. maybe that's where the magic lies - the unknowns of it.
sweet heart-melts// suffocating heart-breaks. nothing's ever smooth sailing and it's of no exception in love and relationships. to learn; prices have to be paid - coming in the form of tears </3
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
totally in my own lallaland and forgetting about the physics paper 1 tomorrow,
anyway was so upset about my Mathematics, both paper 1 and 2 D:
how should i say,
Monday, September 19, 2011
Regarding this time's prelim i don't think i will do awesome at all, or rather i don't think i will ever do awesome for any exam. Haha, like with Mathematics Paper 1, 40 marks almost equilivant to blank; Economics 25 marks out of 130 in total complete blank; making countless careless mistakes for Chemistry; Physics paper had been idk, hard but not so hard, and yet not easy; and let's just forget about GP.
So. all in all i don't think i will be scoring great for any of may subject? But at least i hope to do decent for Chemistry/ i mean i already spent 1k plus tuition fee on it and if i were still to fail or scrap though, what's the point? I should say the tuition really helped - at least i'm not panicking during papers anymore. The questions don't look do alien to me, they seem so much more manageable but then again thinking i know how to do and being able to do and getting the correct answer is another thing. I wanna make my time, momny and effort worth; and also to prove to Ms.Lee she's right abt what she thinks of me :)
As for econs it's like so frustrating man. I mean it's not about not knowing how to do the question but rather i don't have the time to write finish everything i wanna write. I really hope my Q3 and Q5 do well enough to cover the 15 marks i left blank; and the first casestudy's SOL and the policy thing score high enough to cover the 18 marks which i left blank (10) and answered wrongly (8) - the focus was on monetary instead of fiscal.
And did i tell you, next Tuesday there's econs mock paper for us on a freaking marking day? :(
Saturday, September 17, 2011
Rethinking
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Rethinking how i did for chemistry paper 3 and realise i actually did many stupid mistakes. like that chiral centre thing, now seem like my whole deductive wrong. upset and irritated at myself. guesss have to study harder for paper 2 and paper 1 though. i really hope to pass this time round. But comparing to math, i think i have more confidence in chem. tried a prelim paper just now, but had many unsure to my answers. wanted to print and check then realise the answers not up there - probably had been extra practice papers given by Max Tan. and my printer has went old and crazy i think, printing squares, circles and stars instead of letter and words. i think i have wasted like 50 papers and ink reprinting the solutions ._.
wanna wait till Alevel’s over and change my phone, Samsung jet’s still cool but using it to surf the net is really a pain. BlackBerry 9780 or iPhone 4/5 or..? shall wait till then and decide again, depends on availability of the phones too. idk why but seem like BlackBerry 9780’s gonna be unavailable soon and iPhone 5, it might take til March for it to arrive in Sinagpore - which really sucks. Meh
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Wednesday, September 07, 2011
Such a coincidence
Just as i was thinking of asking Tongwei if he wanna go study on Saturday after my tuition, he called my house. This is really such a coincidence! Haha he was asking if i want to go study with them tomorrow, but sorry usual date with WQW at the Woodlands library. I asked if he wanna go study on Saturday, but his tuition timing's so blehhh (just when i thought mine's weird enough), his tuition's from 3.30 to 5.30pm when mine's like 12 noon to 3pm ._. so again, failed. Haha guess have to reschedule again and that is very much depend on luck too :)
ps. w/o a phone's not too bad, i have people calling my house phone again. Haha
Friday, September 02, 2011
Today's a bad day.
i admit it's my fault, it was due to me being careless, i shouldn't have just slot my handphone in my apparent shallow pocket and just ignore it while engrossing myself in my nonsensical book. but it really hurts me when my Dad just say that it's your problem, settle on your own and since the contract's ending then just cancel it then. Maybe that's the feeling he give me ba, be independent he wont be there helping if you create trouble or is in need. And when i rushed down to Bukit Panjiang Bus Interchange to try my luck, the bus uncle had been super friendly and helping, guiding me to the office. But the so-call-manager just gave me a fuck-i-dont-care-less attitude. What customer service is that man?! Just because i am a student doesn't mean i don't deserve to be treated properly. and just look at the long list of 'Lost & Found' with absolutely no action taken, i doubt anyone else beside the people who lost the things ever open it again.There's some serious problem in the SMRT service, and trust me it's always the big-shots that need a waking up instead of the responsible bus drivers that needs retraining or whatsoever. Really upset by his attitude, didn't cry when i first realise i lost my phone but i cried after walking out of the office. It really hurts, to now how cold-hearted some people can be.
I doubt i will be ever getting my phone back, the guy probably already threw my sim card away. i don't blame him for that, cause i aren't even sure if i would return if i found one. This is just the cold hard truth of this world. Selfish
and to top it, Mr.Lee scolded me. like saying i really need to put in alot of effort to improve my English. He's implying that if i don't i would probably do horrible for my Alevel GP. well he's not wrong to say all that, but the way he put it together with that look really discourages me. 'get a bloody notebook' i am suppose to meet him next week to go through the comprehensions in detail, but will go. w/o my phone it's hard to contact him. and i don't want to see him these few days, cause i can foresee another round of scolding. Okay, he didnt really scold, but that stern look - i just don't like it. It make me wanna run away and just don't face him at all.
the Strawberry Generation, i don't deny at all.
过往的就让它过去,遗忘一切。