forever[and]always

Valentine.

2012-02-12T14:05:00.001+08:00

2 more days to Valentines' Day & I am probably going to spent my 20th valentine-less valentines' day working. Ah, sounds so pathetic man but actually I don't really mind. Haha, or maybe not. Okay lurh, after all I have never really like celebrated it before of course I would wish to have a try; but well it isn't really up to me though. Maybe I should ask my single ladies out, if they are dateless like me too. Haha

Lockton Companies'

2012-02-11T17:29:00.001+08:00

Hello! Okay, I am not really saying hi to anyone or maybe just hello to whoever-who-still-like-comes-here, which i doubt there is any? Anyway, currently for the passed 2 days and 2 more days in the coming week i will be the temporary receptionist at LOCKTON COMPANIES PTE LTD. Pretty much a job designed foe me, just sit there smile and greet whoever walk pass me, answer & transfer calls to the people in the office. All alone in my own little space so i can like use internet and blog/tumblr/twitter/facebook, only thing is that no music is allowed - no, they didn't say that but i guess it should be right? I can even answer calls from agency offering me more jobs. Haha okay, bad employee but i still did my job and it justify what they pay me also :)

This is like how the buildings around my office look like, or maybe many many buildings in Raffles Place. It's like really cool with the glass design & stuff, and ya just found out ZhiHui's internship will be there too. pretty awesome company i think and he is lucky to be like the only intern to be accepted in his department too, lucky guy. But hor, you know when i was going to work in the morning, squeezing through the MRT with the walking adults and rushing through the underpass together with them; suddenly idk if this is like what i want to do for the next 30 years. I used to think i will be happy enough to be a OL, spending most of my time with papers and computers in the office. Sounds like something i will be more capable to do as compared to others but now the idea of it seem so scary - cause the job is really boring and predictable ( not say that it is a bad thing)/ it's just that now i don't know if that is what i want. Okay, don't think i am making sense with my words.

whatever, moving on.

This is the lady which i replace for while she is away on course. She pretty right? Hahas, she is actually already married with kid i think? & yet still with the slim and probably very good figure
(why like that one). How i wish i could just shed away the extra unwanted fats :(

Okay, a photo of myself. w'th the reflection by the huge mirror behind me. Haha, i have this huge mirror right next to me. So yea, pretty a match for the job of a receptionist where in a way we represent the company.?And yes i am pretty in love with the mirror, i mean don't all girls do? Oh ya, did i mention this company is related to insurance, yea yet again, seem have i have some fate with insurance. Just that in this company they don't sell/promote, they help to manage the policy for the clients i think? Okay, actually i also not very sure, just making a wild guess. Aiya, i also not the full staff, my words don't really count okay; why so serious :)

& my schedule is more or less as follows:

14 -15 February 2012 Lockton Companies Pte Ltd

20 - 22 February 2012 Clarins Singapore

21 - 28 March 2012 Keppel Land International Ltd

so, in other words i still need more jobs to fill up the vacant days & to earn more money for my Taiwan trip of course. Maybe i shall ask the 7Eleven near my house if they need any temp staff...

2012-02-02T13:43:00.001+08:00

just, maybe

2012-02-02T13:36:00.000+08:00

Just this random thought, that actually i am not as nice as i think. As in i wasn't exactly a good girlfriend as i thought i would have been, and thus the "mishaps". Haha like really, though there might have been many dramas and stuff but when it comes down to what relationship is all about i think i hardly know anything beyond the honeymoon period. Maybe i should really find a nice guy and settle down, right? But finding someone that is nice and likes you back is just so hard. #jealous of my sweet couple friends. Haha anyway seem like i am flying to Taiwan in April yea, the air tickets are already booked. Feel so poor now, jobless and thus short of money money for the travel. Okay i have approximately 2 months to earn like 2k to sponsor myself for the trip, guess i should really start finding job again soon :)

Shopping!

2012-01-22T20:20:00.001+08:00

So for the past two days I had been shopping. Bugis street, Ion Orchard & Vivo City. Totally splurge, but it's okay I am heavily subsidised by my daddy. Hahas, I think I am really not a big fan of formal suits, which my daddy expects me to buy, end up I bought accessories and pretty much casual tops. Nonetheless I love the tops ^^ and seriously there is a great difference between guys and clothes sia, theirs are really much more expensive man. & I could have been a member of the Hush Puppies, if only I had know the existence of that thing man. I am considering if getting the sandles man, cause I really love it! But but it's like one is $32.90 the other is $39.90. Expensive much. & I need some new shorts! My old ones are all like loose. And I really need to lose some of the fats I guess, the Forever21 and Mango pants really 打击到我. Sigh :(

2012-01-19T12:45:00.003+08:00

Drama Queen

2012-01-19T12:30:00.000+08:00

Somehow 2012 seem to start off as a pretty dramatic year. And i really wonder if it is my luck or my own character which so happen to always land myself up in some tricky situation - if there is that is. Okay, guess my words are not really making sense but whatever. Haha actually if you were to ask me what i am doing, i probably couldn't answer you either. Guess just following my own mood, and doing whatever that is not illegal right. As long as i am not hurting anyone, there is nothing wrong right. And yea, don't try to like tell me what i should do or convince me or whatsoever cause i can be pretty stubborn too. Plus this 3 weeks is really hectic that i haven't really have the time to sit down and think everything through. But still i guess everything will still be pretty much status quo. No one should be that crazy to try anything funny right. & yes, stop asking me to explain or clarify cause seriously i don't see the need to, at least he isn't that important to me neither is there a need for me to answer to him, yet. And as of for the others right, i guess it is probably more of the guessing and the storymaking than the truth for it may actually be happening. Totally screwed sentence structure. Hahaha

40 Biggin Road Terrace C

2012-01-14T23:55:00.002+08:00

First ever CCA chalet with the weirdest combination ever. Haha nonetheless, still very fun. Never know my juniors are all that crazy, and seem like they can successfully replace Erming in being the entertainment. But then again, they are more towards the irritating side than the funny side Erming portrays. Hahaha such a pity he wasn’t there to join us and also that Reuben and JunYong have to go off early. Same for Alvin, they are missing out so much man. Haha & i guess it will be very long till i will have a chance to be drunk, i think 老天爷 is asking me not to drink. And also if i were to be drunk i will be keep irritating Janice, gees she will probably feel like 打晕我 :)

& They keep saying i was very scary when i talked to the Mac delivery man, but i think it isn't as bad as they make it sounds like. I mean i just sounded more cold that’s all, wonder why they all looked very shocked by me. Haha now you know not to underestimate my temper.

Looking forward to next week’s Vivace Chalet <3

At this moment

2012-01-09T14:42:00.000+08:00

Okay, today everyone in the office is away on course so i am like the only one in office with 2 other telemarketer since Esther just left. Anyway it has already been one week plus pass 2011. And my 2012 has been pretty crazy up till now if you can get what i mean by that. Would have never imagine everything that has happened to happen, but well the choices are made. Don’t really know if i regret anything but well all has been an experience :)

Anyway, so i am currently a Secretary at HSBC Insurance. And i am telling you i am not exactly loving the job; rather i am thinking of quiting it ever since like the second day of work. It’s not the pay or the collage or my boss, it’s just the fact that i need to do telemarketing as part of my job. Something extra actually, but nonetheless still required. Okay fine, i am a lazy person who doesn’t want to improve my telemarketing skills and yes i don’t like to face the cold rejections even over the phone + i don’t like sounding the way i should sound like. Not my type of job.

Okay and i don’t feel like writing already. Ciao

I have awesome friends!

2011-12-15T21:35:00.000+08:00

finally, all done.

If not for his help of 95 cards, i think i definitely wont be able to finish by 7am today. I mean even with his help I only managed to finish around like 6.40 or so? Can’t believe I actually stayed up all night typing these stupid cards. Totally underestimated the job, but well i guess its a lesson learnt. Shall always over-charge my client just in case they are just trying to like sugarcoat the assignments.

& Anyway, don’t know which idiot renovating house which caused me to wake up at 11.30 with only pathetic 4.5hr of sleep. & still I mamanged to make a trip down to SAP Asia to return the Namecards back to him around 2pm. Seriously where to find an emplyee as nice as me. Stayed up all night just to finish all the tasks/assignments on time.

& seriously i think my parents are super cute. gees

awesome

2011-12-12T21:56:00.000+08:00

现在觉得超幸福的。

Heehee, seriously. Why is it that when i go for interview i get rejected, but when i was just sitting there doing my job i might have higher chances running into job opportunity? Anyway, so i have gotten myself a temporary job as a typer(? if i can call it as that) - a job of transferring data from the namecards to a excel file. He is offering $50/day, not too bad i guess? Haha and i hope he will need more help in typing/admin/anything so that i will earn more bucks. Teehee. Ask me how i got the job! ~~Okay, i am talking to myself.~~ Anyway, i was just sitting there busy cutting stickers (yes, stickers, ans Mr. Raphael (he's Japanese) and his colleage came over to ask if is i am a temp and some questions here and there then he ask me if i wanna help him type which i of course agreed :) money eh. Hahas, and so he showed me how he wants it to be done and its a deal.& idk why the people there always seem so shock when i tell me i just finished my Alevels, do i look that hmmm...

And regarding the photo, i received the Edusave Award For Achievement, Good Leadership and Service (EGALES) & Edusave Good progress Award. mad happy. gees, i mean it's the first time ever that i am receiving good progress award for my academic, though i don't quote get why i receive too but nevermind about that :) And given these, i am also 450 bucks richer, how to be not happy?! :D

HELLO!

2011-12-09T14:38:00.001+08:00

GReetings everyone, if there is like any. Haha, cause probably most if not all are reading my tumblr instead of my blogspot. Anyway so i am at work now, and i think i am really like a hua ping here. I mean yea, i am a temporary receptionist here for 4 days, it's just that i am totally cluless and my collegue aka my boss rather take care of all the things on her own instead of trying to teach the lost kid here. I mean yea, since i will be gone on Monday anyway. So, that linka explain why i am blogging here during my working hour :) awesome part-time job i have here. Hahas, but that wasn't my point here, just that i am going to be jobless after Monday. Just hope SAP Asia still need temporary staffs and give me a share too. Haha it really an awesome company, mayb that's why TNC can become international companies because they have super good welfare for employees :)

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crap, my other words just all went missing. forget it , don't wanna blog already.

请别相信

2011-12-09T09:16:00.001+08:00

请别相信白羊座热情 　　

相信大家都知道，白羊座是火象星座；相信大家都知道，白羊座热情如火。其实，热情的白羊也有冷漠的一面.白羊座的冷漠就像刺猬的刺，只是用来保护自己，而不是用来伤害别人，也就是说，当他需要“保护”自己的时候，才会产生冷漠。白羊座的冷漠有时是给你暗示，他对你没兴趣，对你不感冒；当他对你不感兴趣的时候，你的热情只会让他觉得不知如何面对，不知如何“回报”，于是会“落荒而逃”。

请别相信金牛座拜金 　　

十二星座中，只要一提到拜金、贪财，大家就会下意识地想到了金牛座。没错，金牛座喜欢钱，喜欢拼命地去赚钱，但是金年座绝不拜金，也不会做金钱的奴隶，就如“趁年轻多赚点钱”，这句话并不代表金牛座会为了钱而不顾一切地放下自尊。没错，金牛座喜欢钱，那是源于其独立的个性，源于体内缺乏安全感，他只不过是觉得钱最“可信”，最能保障自己安稳的生活罢了。

请别相信双子座很花心 　　

很多关于星座的陈述中,都或多或少地提到了双子座是个花心的星座，有很多人也觉得双子座的人不安分。可是事实上，双子座的人并不花心。双子座天生敏感、缺乏安全感，也许就是这样的性格让他的感情道路不是一帆风顺，于是双子座的人一直都是在寻找，找一个可以让自己安心的人，让自己依靠的人，就是这样的不安定，让许多人都误认为双子座花心，其实他只是不安，只是想要稳定而已。尽管双子座有许多异性的朋友，但是，他很清楚也很明白情才是自己的最爱。　

请别相信巨蟹座恋家 　　

巨蟹座是出了名的恋家、顾家，更是好伴侣的表率，但事实证明那是错的。事实上，并不是所有的巨蟹座都恋家！其实，当他觉得只有家才能给他安全感时才会恋家。当他在家背负太多责任，太多压力，太多不安全感时，恋家的巨蟹座也会“离家出走 ”。并且，巨蟹座感情丰富，而他们却不能好好地掌控自己的情感。当他发现外面的世界很精彩时，恋家的巨蟹座也会变得“四海为家”。

请别相信处女座爱唠叨 　

处女座爱唠叨或许你早有听闻，你可能会认为那是因为：处女座的人追求完美，挑剔和神经紧张，吹毛求疵等特性作怪。许多人一听到处女座就很“害怕”，因为他知道处女座爱挑剔，爱唠叨而且还有点儿婆婆妈妈……其实，处女座对不熟悉的人，是不会唠叨的，只有处女座认定的朋友，他才会有这样的表现。有时，处女座的唠叨是因为他处处为对方着想，是因为他处处为爱的人着想。处女座唠叨，那是因为他心里有你，他关心你，爱护你，他唯恐自己做得不够周到，不够细致。　

请别相信天秤座容易追求 　　

与天秤座相处，你会发现他很NICE，他的可亲，他的谈笑，很容易让你误认为和他 “有戏唱”了，更有可能让你觉得他应该是极易追求到手的“猎物”。但是，在这里告诉你，一见钟情这样的事情，是很难发生在天秤座身上的，天秤的爱需要经历比较长的一段时间。天秤会喜欢很多人，却很难爱上一个人，相比之下，他更喜欢细水长流的感情。要知道，天秤座的喜欢并不等于爱；也可以说，天秤座多情而不滥情。

请别相信天蝎座心狠手辣 　　

天蝎座的他表面看来，往往表现得很冷漠，给人难以触碰的感觉。事实上，他的内心坚如磐石，他有着强烈的自我守护意识。但是，天蝎座的他并不是你想象中的那么“心狠手辣”。他或许确实会坚定不移地报复曾经伤害他的人，但是，在更多时候，他只是在心里想想而已。他绝对不宽容，但是，他的报复也并不是那么可怕，即便是在成功报复后，他也往往会自己承受一段时间的痛苦煎熬。

请别相信射手座花心 　　

在一般人心目中，射手座一向是“花心”出了名的。其实，与其说他花心，倒不如说他是“痴心”，只是平常，你看不出来罢了。因为他给人感觉，总是一副蛮不在乎的样子，很难想象他也会对感情有所坚持。射手座其实会做得出别的星座做不出的痴心事：如正在追求某个对象，或是已经交往的感情对象想要变心了的话，许多时候大家会选择放弃，只有射手还是满心期待地痴心付出，等待下去，因为他们深深相信，努力付出，痴心守候总有一天会等到想要的结果。

请别相信摩羯座没情趣 　　

当你看过无数星座解析对摩羯的性格描述之后，或许，你会把所有摩羯座都想象成是沉默寡言、不拘言笑、毫无情趣的人。如果是这样的话，你就大错特错了。其实，当摩羯座只要遇到能给他信心、给他安全感的异性，又或者是跟你熟悉了，他就会变得热情、活泼、温柔，身上散发出的魅力不亚于其他任何星座。他之所以让人觉得没情趣，那是因为摩羯座在还没有找到理想的爱人之前，绝不会浪费时间去幻想，而是好好去过自己的生活。

请别相信水瓶座博爱 　　

你也许会在一天之内，发现水瓶座身边出现几个不同异型。其实,这再正常不过了,极有可能仅仅是普通朋友间的交往。在与异性的交往中，水瓶座都喜欢跟异性拉开距离，因为他尤其讨厌暧昧。水瓶座对于爱情的选择其实是很理性的，不会盲从、不会跟风。水瓶座通常很专情，他更喜欢的是从一而终的爱情。“博爱”一词，实在不应该加到水瓶座身上。

请别相信双鱼座温柔 　　

许多星座书上无一例外地提到双鱼座的温柔，是的，双鱼的确是温柔。因为双鱼总能敏感地体会到对方的细微变化。但如果你对星座书上所说的双鱼座温柔深信不疑的话，你就大错特错了！其实，双鱼座的温柔可以说是“绵里针”，当你深信于他的温柔时，当你迷恋于他的温柔时……你就等同于助长了他的“任性”。他会冷不防地给你一下脾气，会冷不防地给你送上一些难听的话，完完全全地将自己的“温柔”来一个一百八十度的转换。

2011-12-08T23:10:00.001+08:00

SAP Asia Private Limited
Mapletree Business City
Just look at their resting places, and this is just one out of the many!

成长，回忆

2011-12-05T11:11:00.000+08:00

那些年，我们一起追过的女孩
Just finished watching the movie with the guys. A pretty awesome movie I think :) and it just seem to be teaching a lot of things in the story. It ended with a not so perfect ending, but I guess that is how life is. 暧昧；误会；赌气；心动；心碎；曾经心系的那个人，还有所错过的一切一切。

2011-11-25T19:39:00.001+08:00

Studying is like totally out of my current choices. Just not in the mood to. Went to NUS today, and it's mad pack (okay, not exactly just that most tables are occupied though mostly is one person only). But anyway, in the end I found a little corner on the 7th floor. NUS is really big sia, feels like i am in a maze. Haha. In an attempt to finish like 2 physics MCQ papers. Idk, but it just feel like whatever I am studying now isn't going to come out in the papers next week so why am I even doing the questions? Okay, enough ranting shall go and bath and just finish up another paper. Ciao.

倒数计时，开始

2011-10-29T22:33:00.000+08:00

多九天A水准考试就要正式开始了，还蛮可怕的。如果你问我准备好了吗，我的答案很可能是否定的。知道自己应该用功读书，但做不做得到好像又是另一回事。好啦，我承认我很懒惰、又很乐天，总觉得船到桥头自然直；老天爷自有安排。但，那好像都是我给自己找的借口。冥冥之中，我知道当我拿到成绩我是会很失望并沮丧，而且会悔不当初；可是，这些残酷的现实好像又没有对我有太大影响。从一进初级学院就在开始准备，快两年的时间了，但终觉得自己离‘准备好’ 这三个字好像差好远好远。倒数计时进入了单数，时间一点一点的流逝，而考试也一天一天的逼近；但，我还是原来的那个我没有太大改变。叹气* 算了，不写了。越想心情越不好，该来的还是会来。俗话说得好；是福不是祸，是祸躲不过。

祝我自己考试一切顺利吧，最好能心想事成。加油 <3

2011-10-03T21:49:00.000+08:00

words that couldn't possibly meant more than this, what's more to be said..

2011-10-01T18:49:00.003+08:00

decorated my calculator, yupp yet again with the letters Pearlynn cut for me <3

anyway prelims went pretty disappointing for some subject with a general of DDU/EE. Chemistry improved pretty much but still frustrated and upset over the silly careless & mistakes i made (urgh). and and hopefully with my 'newly-dressed' calculator i will like fall love with math or something. Heeding Mr. Charlie Chan's advice, i shall concentrate on two subjects each day, Chemistry/Phycisc/Economics/General Paper + Mathematics. as given his theory, if your brain is exhausted from all the memorising, doing math is the best choice. But well, for me it's simply because my mathematics's just too disastrous :(

;fairytale

2011-09-25T01:02:00.001+08:00

love is such a weird thing isn't it. everyone adores it, desires it, search and fights for it; but no one ever know and understands about it. maybe that's where the magic lies - the unknowns of it.
sweet heart-melts// suffocating heart-breaks. nothing's ever smooth sailing and it's of no exception in love and relationships. to learn; prices have to be paid - coming in the form of tears </3

2011-09-21T22:01:00.002+08:00

totally in my own lallaland and forgetting about the physics paper 1 tomorrow,
anyway was so upset about my Mathematics, both paper 1 and 2 D:

how should i say,

2011-09-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

Regarding this time's prelim i don't think i will do ~~awesome~~ at all, or rather i don't think i will ever do awesome for any exam. Haha, like with Mathematics Paper 1, 40 marks almost equilivant to blank; Economics 25 marks out of 130 in total complete blank; making countless careless mistakes for Chemistry; Physics paper had been idk, hard but not so hard, and yet not easy; and let's just forget about GP.

So. all in all i don't think i will be scoring great for any of may subject? But at least i hope to do decent for Chemistry/ i mean i already spent 1k plus tuition fee on it and if i were still to fail or scrap though, what's the point? I should say the tuition really helped - at least i'm not panicking during papers anymore. The questions don't look do alien to me, they seem so much more manageable but then again thinking i know how to do and being able to do and getting the correct answer is another thing. I wanna make my time, momny and effort worth; and also to prove to Ms.Lee she's right abt what she thinks of me :)

As for econs it's like so frustrating man. I mean it's not about not knowing how to do the question but rather i don't have the time to write finish everything i wanna write. I really hope my Q3 and Q5 do well enough to cover the 15 marks i left blank; and the first casestudy's SOL and the policy thing score high enough to cover the 18 marks which i left blank (10) and answered wrongly (8) - the focus was on monetary instead of fiscal.

And did i tell you, next Tuesday there's econs mock paper for us on a freaking marking day? :(

2011-09-17T22:48:00.001+08:00

Rethinking

2011-09-13T20:53:00.000+08:00

Rethinking how i did for chemistry paper 3 and realise i actually did many stupid mistakes. like that chiral centre thing, now seem like my whole deductive wrong. upset and irritated at myself. guesss have to study harder for paper 2 and paper 1 though. i really hope to pass this time round. But comparing to math, i think i have more confidence in chem. tried a prelim paper just now, but had many unsure to my answers. wanted to print and check then realise the answers not up there - probably had been extra practice papers given by Max Tan. and my printer has went old and crazy i think, printing squares, circles and stars instead of letter and words. i think i have wasted like 50 papers and ink reprinting the solutions ._.

wanna wait till Alevel’s over and change my phone, Samsung jet’s still cool but using it to surf the net is really a pain. BlackBerry 9780 or iPhone 4/5 or..? shall wait till then and decide again, depends on availability of the phones too. idk why but seem like BlackBerry 9780’s gonna be unavailable soon and iPhone 5, it might take til March for it to arrive in Sinagpore - which really sucks. Meh

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2011-09-07T23:22:00.001+08:00

Such a coincidence

2011-09-07T23:08:00.000+08:00

Just as i was thinking of asking Tongwei if he wanna go study on Saturday after my tuition, he called my house. This is really such a coincidence! Haha he was asking if i want to go study with them tomorrow, but sorry usual date with WQW at the Woodlands library. I asked if he wanna go study on Saturday, but his tuition timing's so ~~blehhh~~ (just when i thought mine's weird enough), his tuition's from 3.30 to 5.30pm when mine's like 12 noon to 3pm ._. so again, failed. Haha guess have to reschedule again and that is very much depend on luck too :)

ps. w/o a phone's not too bad, i have people calling my house phone again. Haha

2011-09-02T23:53:00.001+08:00

Today's a bad day.

2011-09-02T23:15:00.000+08:00

i admit it's my fault, it was due to me being careless, i shouldn't have just slot my handphone in my apparent shallow pocket and just ignore it while engrossing myself in my nonsensical book. but it really hurts me when my Dad just say that it's your problem, settle on your own and since the contract's ending then just cancel it then. Maybe that's the feeling he give me ba, be independent he wont be there helping if you create trouble or is in need. And when i rushed down to Bukit Panjiang Bus Interchange to try my luck, the bus uncle had been super friendly and helping, guiding me to the office. But the so-call-manager just gave me a fuck-i-dont-care-less attitude. What customer service is that man?! Just because i am a student doesn't mean i don't deserve to be treated properly. and just look at the long list of 'Lost & Found' with absolutely no action taken, i doubt anyone else beside the people who lost the things ever open it again.There's some serious problem in the SMRT service, and trust me it's always the big-shots that need a waking up instead of the responsible bus drivers that needs retraining or whatsoever. Really upset by his attitude, didn't cry when i first realise i lost my phone but i cried after walking out of the office. It really hurts, to now how cold-hearted some people can be.I doubt i will be ever getting my phone back, the guy probably already threw my sim card away. i don't blame him for that, cause i aren't even sure if i would return if i found one. This is just the cold hard truth of this world. Selfish

and to top it, Mr.Lee scolded me. like saying i really need to put in alot of effort to improve my English. He's implying that if i don't i would probably do horrible for my Alevel GP. well he's not wrong to say all that, but the way he put it together with that look really discourages me. ~~'get a bloody notebook'~~ i am suppose to meet him next week to go through the comprehensions in detail, but will go. w/o my phone it's hard to contact him. and i don't want to see him these few days, cause i can foresee another round of scolding. Okay, he didnt really scold, but that stern look - i just don't like it. It make me wanna run away and just don't face him at all.
the Strawberry Generation, i don't deny at all.

过往的就让它过去，遗忘一切。

i want this.

2011-08-26T23:32:00.002+08:00

why is this out-of-stock D:

awesome

2011-07-23T23:11:00.000+08:00

pretty awesome day today (:

early morning went to meet my girls to celebrate Zhao Dan’s 20th birthday. hahas we meet like 9plus even before the cake shop’s open for us to make our purchase. Brownie cake <3 probably i am the only one who love it, but its really heavenly-chocolaty gees. Long John Silver Breakfast and non-stop gossiping. Hope Zhao Dan enjoyed our early birthday celebration for her and the presents (: and to side-track abit, regarding the Chemistry issue cant really be bothered much but if they are demanding an apology then i am sorry but i dont really think she deserves it. and please, if u classify that as being mean towards her, you are really yet to see us blow-up and i really mean it.

happy 20th birthday sweetheart <3

next was chemistry tuition. Transition Metal II nothing much but i just wanna say Chun Kit’s in the chemistry class too! haha and ya, Tomio sat beside me for the Transition Metal I. and everytime Mr.Chan says Cr i thought he was talking about Tomio hahaha.

and afterwhich is down to Shaw House to watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows II. it was seriously pretty awesome <3 especially the part Harry know about the Professor loving her mum and what he had sacrifice to save Harry Potter; and also the part Harry ‘sacrifice’ himself so as to kill the part of Voldemort in himself. it is really touching, which made me cried quite miserably lols pretty unexpected for a Harry Potter Series. i really enjoyed the movie, right from the start. but then the ending was blehhh could be so much better seriously. i wanna see the school/castle being rebuild and not the kids leaving in the train. abit disappointing..

finally, Anubhav’s farewell party! i made many new friends and see some whom i never see in pjc before despite staying there for 1.5years haha it had been pretty much enjoyable (: and omg i love the babies! both are mix-blood, one’s Chinese-Japanese and the other is Chinese-American i realy wanna find a ang-moh husband man. the baby’s just way to cute and handsome! despite being just like 2 and 1/2 years old. awwww melting* and oh ya, even talked to some whom i never thought i will ever talk to. hahas and though there were some awkward silence/ moments we just stood in circles but overall it’s fun :D Anubhav has many really interesting friends. especially this guy whom i just cant seem to remember the name who is always trying to convince me, Sheryl and Melissa to dance tgt with Heinrich. but epic fail cause there isn’t anyone dancing also lol. and they started this crazy game of weird-cocktail-of-sauces thing, i am so glad that i wasn't made to drink. haha, and did i mention his condo was freaking-awesome? i mean how many condominiums have a park inside! and their lobby look like some hotel, seriously a huge contrast w/ the others. it’s really big inside with park and some nice walk ways (:

such a fruitful day today, just that i didnt study. okay shall go sleep now, goodnight! (:

Transformers

2011-07-06T21:30:00.000+08:00

Sakea Tebayaki // Transformers // GV Grand Gold Class movie theater // super cute Eurasian boys // Burberry gift from Italy // 6 July 2011 // a pretty awesome date <3

Mr. Popper's Penguins

2011-07-04T13:53:00.000+08:00

omg. the penguins are seriously mad cute - especially Captain and the cutie.

Just finish watching the movie with my sister, who spilled 1/3 of the popcorn on the floor just after the movie started, hahas felt kinda sorry for the cleaning lady. There was a long queue when i reach the cinema around 10.30, really wonder why the kids are up so early when it’s school holiday today. anyway, the movie’s worth the time and money, it’s entertaining and yet touching at the same time. and i really fall in love with the penguins, i think they will probably make the best pets if not for the weather conditions they require to live. If there’s still a kid living inside you, go and watch this movie (:

Midyears over for now, but the nightmare isn’t over yet.

the sun, the beach and the burn

2011-06-11T15:20:00.014+08:00

okay, i’m awake i think though still kinda feeling dizzy. hahas so thursday and friday had been fruitful catching up with my friends having fun and doing nothings related to studying. Thursday at Sentosa had been a beach-vollyball session. my class if really full of sports talented people and then again i become the human obstacle on the court i did contribute some okay. haha and we swim to the ulu island opposite the ulu beach (i forgot the name). it’s pretty cool that it’s ulu, cause it feel as if we own the beach. but hor there is this couple somewhere within our sights which is very distracting cause theie actions just seem pretty weird. shall not elaborate. Almost all of us were sunburnt to a certain extent, though the sun hardly shone on us! it had been drizzling and cloudy, but still it gave me a ‘blusher sunburn’ lol i was only burnt on my cheeks and nose. and it was dead tired, that i just sit/lie there listening to them talk at the Vivo Roof Garden, too tired to even think and talk. but nonetheless, a pretty awesome day <3

illusions

2011-05-16T22:38:00.001+08:00

when you are no longer sure what your heart really wants,
what's right and what's wrong; what you desire becomes a myth.

this time,

2011-05-12T23:45:00.001+08:00

how should i put this, it's like after so long, after so much things have happened; seeing him again actually didnt give me much thoughts or feelings. maybe things have really been a past, part of me that's always going to be there but now the wound have healed, it doesnt hurt anymore

i totally fall for sweet guys, yes i do.

i don't know who will be the next person i will be so dependent on and trust so much of and when will he appear in my life . but what i do know is that if that someone ever come-by, i will love him w/ all my heart and will never let him go no matter what. cause the pain had been too much to bear; too hurtful to experience it again.

2011-05-12T23:11:00.000+08:00

General Elections

2011-05-03T17:51:00.002+08:00

was reading XiaXue’s blog just now and it really got me thinking; because seem like many of Singaporeans are blaming the government for various reasons mainly towards the foreign talent. but seriously let’s get real, unless you are willing to have 3 kids or more or Singapore are just gonna end up like Japan - a aging country. you are complaining that the foreigners are taking up space in the schools, in the workforce, in the hdbs even in the public transports. BUT. if you have the capability, they will not be a threat a you, besides it’s pretty obvious Singaporean still favor Singaporeans - you still have advantage over foreigners in Job Applications. In Singapore, it’s all about merits and qualifications, if u are lacking in it then for god sake improve on your own knowledge and skills, instead of complaining that your opportunities are taken by others. if you realize you are always not given the opportunities, that’s probably you are not up for it. if you dont have the skills, and the government is banning the foreigners to come in to fill up the gaps, Singapore’s not gona grow. at all.

one one’s perfect, and the government isn’t always right either. but at least, i believe the Singapore government always have the interest of the people at heart, the welfare of the people as the top priority. yes, there are still corrupted officials in the government but w/ a simple comparision with other country anyone smart enough to think should be able to realise how fortunate it is to be in Singapore.

i didn’t really pay much attention to the General Elections, but this one thing from the Oppositions caught my attention - the promise of implementing minimum wage. sounds very comprising to the low income families i guess? but, probably i current studies Economics in JC thus it does not sound all that promising to me. With the limited knowledge i have for macroeconomic, implementing minimum wage will probably increase the cost of production. As a Boss, to cut cost i might choose to retrench workers and make remaining workers to work overtime to meet the demand instead. Or if i do not retrench any workers, i will probably pass the increase in cost of production to consumers in form of higher price. Increase in income would have been a good thing if only the price of general goods remain, if the GPL increases too even with more income you might not even buy as much things as last time! comparing Unemployment and Low wages, or Higher wages but Higher Prices for Food,Housing,Transport and etc. Logically comparing, you will know which is more beneficial. Moreover, i believe if me as a JC2 student can understand this simple theory the Oppositions and the PAP do too!( aren’t they all scholars? ) If it’s all that good as the Opposition party put it, the government would have long implemented it instead of spending load of MONEY/TAX REVENUE in retraining, trying to increase the wokers’ wages by improving their skills and productivity and not just simply increasing it.

Okay, enough ranting. Just cant stand it when some of the Singaporeans are just going on and on complaining what the government has failed to done and being ungrateful for what they have done; or blaming the foreign workers for ‘stealing’ their jobs instead of reflecting on themselves.

OKay, maybe we students are just the same. Time to be responsible for our own learning instead of blaming the school or the teachers’ being incapable to each. Cause there’s always two-side to the story; and if they are able to stay in/get into that position, there has to be a reason behind it.

everything happens for a reason anyway
& Lastly, PAP fortheway (:

2011-04-21T23:14:00.001+08:00

失落感

2011-04-21T23:08:00.003+08:00

somehow. i have this empty feeling inside, something's missing inside, something's just not right. don't ask me what or why i feel this way cause i don't know either. i had wish i know the answer. another week has past, and it's a long long weekend ahead. should spent some quality time sorting out my thoughts and set my mind into some serious studying (: maybe besides Saturday. and i guess it's just this weird isolated feeling i feel sometimes in a crowed; where everyone's engaged in something and i just feel i don't belong there. i don't know why.. maybe it's cause i'm born to be a dreamer, and for the Pisces and as one, reality is always a let down when compared to the fantasies.

Ps. Bukit Panjang Dance achieved GOLD in the SYF; awesome girls <3

now. that's being bitchy

2011-04-19T21:51:00.001+08:00

why does she always make such a nuisance; why is she always picking one me; why is she caring when even my Civic Teacher doesnt; and why did i said such a stupid lie that i have a MC?!

seriously, i was really not well and i think money ad time can be spent better instead of waiting at the Polyclinic. and frankly speaking, it's a total torture for patients to wait to see a doctor. i had rather lie on the bed and sleep in.

and it's always when i changed a little view of her, thinking that she deserves more respect and be grateful for the efforts she put in; she just has to snap at me pissing me off. guess i can never grow to like her, maybe besides her efforts in her teaching. In person, she's just a mean old nasty lady. ( at least i use the word lady)

w.h.a.t.e.v.e.r just gonna do what i mastered at home - just let the adults ramble away; say nothing and do nothing beside nodding your head. cause your responses are just excuses to them anyway, they dont give a damn abt them.

2011-03-31T22:13:00.001+08:00

Live Your Dream.

2011-03-31T22:10:00.004+08:00

totally disappointment. and hope i’m not on the list that requires to meet the principle, i’m probably interested in anything but her nagging. but by failing 2 H2s arent exactly an optimistic nor auspicious indication. and the thought of getting back ALevel PW tomorrow, April Fools’ Day, dont sound awesome either eh?

S for chemistry - and fyi only 3 people pass in my class, Ms Lee totally looked like she wanted to skin us alive and swallow us down.

U for mathematics - which was a totally disappointment, i could have easily pass with a D if not for those expression errors and carelessness.

Speaking of math, my class now is somewhat divided into two groups - smarter and more dumb ones, if i were to give each grp a name. feels kinda discriminated though it’s somewhat the hard truth base on test results. screw it i did pass physics with a D though, but that isn’t up to my own expectation. yes i do admit i didnt devote much time to physics, but staring at my own silly mistakes make me wanna strangle myself. seriously. and GP. i just manage to score a pass for essay but died for comprehension. and i seriously need to work on my sentence structure, expression and grammar. or in short ENGLISH LANGUAGE in general! should seriously restrain myself from speaking chinese as much as possible :/ for the whole of my essay, almost my every essay is marked as w/ one or more errors. sighhh one more paper to get back, econs. i really really wanna get A to make up for my S and U. but doubt thats every possible… essay was seriously done badly. 11/25? wasted effort in writing so much and yet fail to get credited w/ more marks. uh i have to score 23 to get A overall, maybe at least a 15/25 for my other essay?

last note: I’m not going to concede defeat. Just you wait, I’ll prove to you that I ain’t stupid. Hope i stay disciplined to work really hard for Mid year. this time i shall not let these horrifying grades appear again. and ProjectWork please give me a good grade, my heart is too weak to take anymore disappointment now :(

2011-03-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

Love is infinite.

dairy.

2011-03-14T22:00:00.010+08:00

it’s amazing that i can write pages after pages about my life almost everyday in the past; cause i can’t even seem to post something decently regularly. Maybe my life has just gotten boring. Or maybe simply i just lost passion in it. Nonetheless it is still interesting to read what i wrote in the dairies i have, those memories and the silly things. It’s never the same to be young again i guess, even the choice of words are different back then. And it’s how the little things made me happy, unlike now somehow i grew to be more ‘cold-blooded’. lol flashbacks of the past, kind of hunting me recently. the good ones and of course the ugly ones and those that regretted and hoped for a change if ever given the second chance. and how my secondary life could have been spent playing more. seriously feel pretty much deprived now. and the realisation that at least AAB/A or even AAA/B is needed to get me into a decent Uni course isn’t helping.
common test. BCC/D please at least let me attain that. then maybe i see some hope for my coming ALevels this year. NUS business admin (:

& ps. i miss sms-ing you, you, you and you.

生日快乐.

2011-02-28T16:06:00.005+08:00

If someone ever ask me what is friendship, then i would sit next to you, pull you all close to me,
put my arms around you and proudly say, this is friendship.
happy birthday sweetheart <3

2011-02-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

Memories of yesterday are the reasons for who you are today.

2011-02-20T01:09:00.001+08:00

Everytime i read my old posts again, it not only bring back old memories
i also make me reflect that those had been the things to make me who i am today

priceless; timeless

2011-02-18T17:20:00.002+08:00

Polaroid

2011-02-12T00:50:00.009+08:00

FUJITFILM instax mini 7S + 50 instant films ; US$118

FUJIFILM instant mini 25 + 50 instant film ; US$175

FUJIFILM wide instanx 210 + 50 wide films ; US$175

i'm intending to buy one of these from http://www.japangadgetshop.com, and all 3 are subjected to US$16 shipping charges i think. but still cheaper than S'pore right? hmmm which one should i buy? (:

2011-02-02T23:15:00.001+08:00

2011-02-02T20:00:00.003+08:00

// i miss the secondary school days. the old good days of lower sec when passing was never problem, all we need to worry is the As and dreaming away was a way of life and not a waste of time. when your classmates are of similar culture with you despite coming from different school and no matter how we fight we grew to loving each other, innocent and naive. even love is simpler w/o all the drama and complications. friends <3

upper secondary are of more tension due to O'level and results get more and more horrible as topics gets tougher. day dreaming's a crime and luxury - result is the price to pay. Dramas becomes part of life, heartbreaks quarrels and unexpected events happens. adding joy, tears, confusions and spices to your life. part of growing up i will say. and it"s the dramas that make it all the more memorable. and frankly speaking i won't wanna exchange these memories for anything. as they are simply irreplaceable. i used to wonder if things would be different if i did that one thing differently, but there ain't second chance, and we just have to move on.

2011-01-28T23:53:00.002+08:00

there are songs that can really make you sad and cry when you hear them. but it’s actually not the song that makes you cry, it’s the people behind the memories.

2011-01-23T13:42:00.001+08:00

finally, able to take a breathe

2011-01-18T20:30:00.003+08:00

Saturday was shopping. Sunday was mad chemistry. yesterday was bday celebration and back to mad chemistry. and finally today handed-in my incomplete chemistry holiday assignment, teacher checked on my imcomplete physics assignment. done with chemistry and econs casestudy test and finally today i don't have to go about rushing any work for tomorrow!

horrayyyy

speaking of tests. chemistry wasn't exactly a test, cause Veron Lee didn't collect to mark. and for econs it was the exact case study and questions ._. so it's more of a test of memory than skill. which i think i did quite badly for the 8marks question. watever. anyway Ms Wu's not going to teach us anymore :/ sighhhh hope the Mr. What-so-ever's really good.

and yes. finally today can sleep at a more normal timing :D

to start off

2011-01-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

First day of school i ended at 6pm with PE being the last lesson and running of 3 rounds of track in the rain. Unique way of marking the first day of school. & so i get some new awsome teachers? i hope my new gp teacher really produces results she claim to produce and oh well i’m really worried for my econs i think it’s just a matter of time before i get scolded from Ms Wu. lol anyway was chiong my econs holiday assignment just now cause she wanna collect it tmr & i’m left with part (d) which i really dont know how to do. shall continue later. monday’s timetable’s crazingly taxing, double gp double chemistry math and econs tutorial and ending with pe. but the good thing’s my other days end exceptionally early - 12.30 on fridays. ikr you’re jealous haha (:

Starting from scratch. Hope it doesn't et screw-ed in anyway.

2011-01-09T16:28:00.001+08:00

Bruno Mars. All She Know

2011-01-05T23:24:00.003+08:00

Once again you're home alone/Tears running from your eyes/And I'm on the outside/Knowing that you're all I want/But I can't do anything/I'm so helpless baby/Everyday same old things/So you're still feelin pain/Never had real love before/And it ain't her fault

You've been livin this way so long/You don't know the difference/And it's killing me/Cause you can have so much more/I'm the one your looking for/But you close your eyes on me/So you still can't see/Everyday same old things/So you're still feelin pain/Never had real love before/And it ain't her fault

All she knows is the pain/In the corner of an empty home/She's still comfortable/I want her to know/It can be better than this/I can't pretend/Wish we were more than friends/Everyday same old things/So you're still feelin pain/Never had real love before/And it ain't her fault

She knows better but/She can't help it/Wanna tell her/But would that be selfish
How do you heal/A heart that can't feel, it's broken
His love is all she knows, all she knows, all she knows
His love is all she knows, all she knows, all she knows

2011-01-05T23:20:00.000+08:00

2011-01-04T00:30:00.003+08:00

i think i should just remove my taggbox cause nobody tagges and it's constantly being spamm-ed by those ads and i believe virus? irritated. why isn't cbox or blogger doing anything about it. i shld just remove it right, what do you think?

2010; 2011

2011-01-02T21:37:00.009+08:00

Vivace chalet feeling's like a family outing to me. Everyone seem like my family members, with alot more guys than girls. lol blame it on the strict parents and curfews! but both pearlynn and jasmin managed to sleepover for one-night like f.i.n.a.l.l.y but didnt really spent much of the time with the girls though, cause they are busy away playing with the guitars and i'm not music- talented to ohh wells. spent more time gossiping with the guys and it kinda make me feel that maybe-after-all pjc's not that bad. though the people arent that smart, but that precisely what makes them cuter in the sense that they are more true to one another. Less of the multi-faces hypocritical people and closet muggers. haha. fried rice and BBQ's pretty delicious making me fatter at least by 2kg :/ but well whatever, it's chalet! tee-hee and my soup it's very very very nice can (:

Chalet K. our chalet's like located next to the Old Changyi Hospital w/o any other chalets beside us and surrounded by the jungle. creepy. and we even have a bus-stop especially for us, ikr how cool's that. lol and the whole chalet's like huge. one of the room's like twice to thrice the room of Aloha Loyang. luckily there were many many many of us present in the chalet if not, erm will be so creepi-ed out. && Jianwei's so much cuter drunk. bert everyone agrees with me for that (: and so's xueyun and alfred. but the most drastic changed one shld still be jianwei, there's probably no other time that u can see him behaving so obediently gees.

Went cycling from Changyi to East Coast. total approx 2 and 1/2 hours and 17 people cycling together. it's damn cool, and great achievement too (: & here's our jumping shot. and i tell you we girls are definitely more talented than the guys in this :D gees. check out the fb if you wonder why

Lastly, bye 2010 and hello 2011 (:

2011-01-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

2010-12-22T11:47:00.000+08:00

i wan a boyfriend like him! gees.

Kyungsan

2010-12-18T22:27:00.003+08:00

so adorable. you simply can't resist falling in love with him!

hello baby

2010-12-18T22:10:00.012+08:00

okayy./ can't believe i'm actually addicted to K-variety shows besides K-drama. but i have to say it's really entertaining and nice to watch (Y) and i'm actually begaining to like snsd, especially Sunny (: there's just ain't any reason for you not to like her. and and maybe Tiffany too, cause though Kyungsan wasn't very friendly towards her (?) she still cares for him alot alot and doing things for him quietly. & i changed my view towards Hyoyeon, she's a crazy and fun girl no where near bitchy actually. Seem like one really can't be judged by the looks, seriously. i kinda dislike Yuri, she's just not adorable. (bleh) if any guy that's seriously head over toes for her, i'm sorry i just don't like her. she's like kinda fake and selfish? maybe not. watever just don't like her. haha and i realize SeoHyun's like a doll, she only smiles not jokes from her she always seem too-perfect-to-be-true not showing much of emotions and even her presence, but nonetheless she's still pretty and adorable (: no grudes against her she's very very very pretty lol Yonna's cute and lively too so is Taeyeon. maybe now i can kinda agree with zhaokai haha Sooyung's pretty with short hair and she kinda makes a good mom, juts like Sunny. okayy i really like like Sunny alot now. HAHA

and of course not forgetting the little prince with the 9 pretty mommies. Cho Yungsan! he's god damn cute man i wann a baby as cute as him! haha but he's really a crybaby, probably spoilt from the overwheming love from the snsd moms. but still he's super adorably and lovingly-lovable <3 gees. he seem baby with lots of thoughts though. probably other babys too but cause of this show, it really show us that babies aren't as ignorant as we think them to be. and i was really really touched then he chose mum Tiffany in one of the episodes, cause it shows that love can really be felt and all efforts put in will not be waste. (: okayy i seem to like talk a whole chunk of words of my views on this show. i'm yet to finish it though, just watched abt 4 to 5 episodes wonder when will i finish them. gees.

one a side note. my holiday homework process's a erm disgrace i will say? i only managed to finish a econs case-study but that was because i had the help of the tys answer key. and i'm flying to Batam from 24 to 26 to celebrate chirstmas as well as my sister's 7 year-old birthday. (anyone wan anything from there?) and afterwhich will be M1 chalet, New year count down, Rika's back in S'pore, o4 chalet and probably some random meet-ups here and there. god. seriously what are the chances of me ever finishing my revision and holiday homeworkk?! but okay lurh, i admit it's more of my laziness than other factors that there's insignificant process in my studyy. (sigh) i will reflect right?

2010-12-15T15:02:00.006+08:00

this one goes out to all the best friends

2010-12-15T10:14:00.014+08:00

denimandflowers

It's a different type of love, and maybe we all need a break from the achey, sweet love that comes with romance, the kind that excludes the rest of the world, the kind that's limited only to you and him / her.

So this one goes out to all the best friends in the world. The ones that smile for you when you excitedly fall in love with some new, unknown boy. The ones that sit through a pack of cigarettes with you at two to five in the morning listening to you cry about said boy who cheated on you even though they've got to be up at six for work. The ones that take time off work / school just for a little naughty afternoon shopping and eating on weekday. The ones who drag you to social events just to distract you from a broken heart. The ones who respond to every facebook, every twitter status update, just so you don't feel so alone and ignored. The ones who recognize you have a right to feel as shitty as you do about the boy who hurt you even though they'd spent the last two years telling you he was nothing but trash, the ones who don't tell you you're a fool, the ones who tell you you've a right to hurt. Because they're also the ones who have the strength and the love enough to tell you to snap out of it, that he was never worth it, because they're also the ones who have the courage to be honest enough to tell you you'd be a fool to take the manipulative creep back. The ones who bombard his messenger account with warnings to leave you alone, the ones who tell him behind your back to leave you well and alone, to stop messing with your mind when he's already with someone else. Whom introduced you to new and wonderfully normal and loving boys.

This one also goes out to all the best other-gender best friends in the world. The ones that pick you up late at night for supper, just to take you out of your head. The ones that show you not all the men in the world are screw-ups and traitors, the ones that help you believe that good people still exist in the world. The ones you can laugh with without wanting to kiss, the ones who can give you that insight into that boy's soul you've been dying to know. The ones who swear they'll beat up / get the triads to beat up the poor sod who had the poor judgment to cheat on someone as wonderful and incredible as you even though it's the first night they've met you. This one goes out to all the incredible best other-gender best friends in the world who stuck around even when you abandoned them because your possessive ex-boyfriend went loco every time you even spoke to them. The ones that love you exactly the way you are, the ones that don't mind you snuggling against them just for a warm body without asking for anything more, the ones that come all the way down to the club from home just to drive you home, the ones that cry with you when you sit in your darkness wondering what you've done to deserve such betrayal from the one boy you'd give anything for. The ones that hurt with you when you're drowning in your darkness, the ones that hurt because they see your pain and can't do anything to touch you, to help you.

Friends never betray each other. We fight. We disagree. We laugh at each other. But friends are something else altogether. Friends are God's way of saying: here, I know it's tough trying to find your soulmate, but here are some other people you know for sure you can count on forever. They're like family, but better because they love you without the moral obligation attached.

I see you, my lovable friends. And I love you. This is my apology, for doing what I did to our friendships, and this is my way of reminding the world that there is more love in the world that what exists between some guy and a girl.

I love you, my best friends. More than I ever loved him. I promise.

source: http://leloveimage.blogspot.com/2010/11/this-one-goes-out-to-all-best-friends.html

旋转木马

2010-12-15T01:19:00.016+08:00

拥有华丽的外表和绚烂的灯光我是匹旋转木马身在这天堂只为了满足孩子的梦
爬到我背上就带你去翱翔我忘了只能原地奔跑的那忧伤我也忘了自己是永远被锁上
不管我能够陪你有多长至少能让你幻想与我飞翔奔驰的木马让你忘了伤
在这一个供应欢笑的天堂看著他们的羡慕眼光不需放我在心上旋转的木马没有翅膀
但却能够带著你到处飞翔音乐停下来你将离场我也只能这样嗯
我忘了只能原地奔跑的那忧伤我也忘了自己是永远被锁上不管我能够陪你有多长
至少能让你幻想与我飞翔奔驰的木马让你忘了伤在这一个供应欢笑的天堂
看著他们的羡慕眼光不需放我在心上旋转的木马没有翅膀但却能够带著你到处飞翔
音乐停下来你将离场我也只能这样奔驰的木马让你忘了伤在这一个供应欢笑的天堂
看著他们的羡慕眼光不需放我在心上旋转的木马没有翅膀但却能够带著你到处飞翔
音乐停下来你将离场我也只能这样嗯...

2010-12-13T10:28:00.003+08:00

"You ever look a picture of yourself, and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other peoples life have we been in. Were we a part of someone’s life when their dream came true or were we there when their dream died. Did we keep trying to get in? As if we were somehow destined to be there or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think, you could be a big part of someone else’s life, and not even know it."

— Lucas Scott

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Risk it, or Regret it. Your Choice

2010-12-12T23:29:00.005+08:00

give me roses and i will give you my heart. or maybe probably not (:
a loving heart in-exchange for anther seem to be a better choice

等一等，爱情

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Christmas Season (:

OSEA2010

2010-12-01T23:47:00.004+08:00

in seek of the; future

somehow this part-time job i'm having currently make me feel i'm part of the working society; the adults world. it's kinda mixed feelings? the sweet side is i feel adult-ish and actually capable (?) okay not th right word, in short it feels good (: lol but the other side's the morning and evening crowd's crazy man. the MRT are seriously packed like sardines ( or is it like packed sardines? er whatever.) and of course there's pressure (i got scolded/nagged at today) but it's a good experience i will say still kinda looking forward to the next 2 days i guess (Y) comparing today with ytd i had wished everyday's like yesterday; with the supervisors kept busy with their job, cute capable foreign business-guys (they look pretty young) asking us for little favour with lots of smile and flirting, lunch break together and hours of gossip 6bucks/hr is such a privilege. hahas but well today there's the cute collage in the VIP lounge and the free egg tarts at the end of the day it was yum-yummy (: and working in this very business environment make me wonder if i really want to pursue this route in future, cause i do know myself well enough that 商场上的尔虞我诈 it's definitely not my strength. but the dream of being a capable successful businesswoman... shall keep in view lol

okay. so i just rant a paragraph of thought abt the work. bits and pieces. this is life (:

the things we never understand; but happens

2010-11-22T07:31:00.004+08:00

“I don’t understand how you can smile all day long, but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change, but the people in them do. How you can love so innocently, but it can turn into anger so quickly. How your best friend can become your worst enemy. Or when your worst enemy turns into your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without. How even though you know letting go of something is best for you, it hurts just the same. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much time to spare. How people make promises, and bear their souls to someone despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives ‘cause it’s just easier then working things out.”

— (via theflightout)

bestfriends

2010-11-05T16:51:00.010+08:00

yes. i will seriously want to do this someday

2010-11-05T15:34:00.002+08:00

ii'm becoming a 宅女 pratically glue-ed to the computer as long as i'm at home. especially after RouXuan recommended the Fushion to me. there's just so much to watch on it! and the i-should-call-it ProjectWork week wasn't all to bad? though it was yea kinda waste time considering we have to reach early in the morning though most of the time the presentations are in the afternoon. but it kinda bounded my grp i guess? and orh yarh i simply love the video we made for our project! like seriously love it :D it was tiring to film and stuff though, tired till we kinda get pissed and irritated till the end, but result's well promising. must really thank Luqman for the till-mid-night-and-awesome-editing and Azlin for the awesome idea (: hahahas can't wait for the final final video. but it was a pity that the stupid com always lagg when playing the original HighDefination video, and the window media movie maker refuse to work on the till we convert the files to the more blur-and-low-quality ones. and finally our ppt are more or less finalised (: so now i'm only left with the final presentation on 10th November, gotta practice much for my speech though, i feel so stiff when presenting :S i need confidence like totally!

anyway. i wanna work part-time and earn some cash the K-singing, Malaysia-outing, double chalets and maybe some random NZF meet-ups are gonna make my purse go on a diet (how i wish it's me who slim down instead lol) and yarh Rika's gonna be back during dec too, can't wait to see her <3

9045 White Dress

2010-10-29T13:57:00.003+08:00

9045 White Dress - FashionDolly.com

like finally.

2010-10-27T22:29:00.002+08:00

went to print. photocopy. and bind the WrittenReports today and it was tougher than i though. doing the aligment and checking through 53 pages wasn't as easy as i though. and the totally cost 27bucks! i feel the auntie over-charge us, but at least she didn't charge the approx 30 ~ 50 pages of paper plus ink we wasted cause we printed wrongly. lol a pretty cute auntie actually (: just that their charges abit towards the expesnsive side. printing 30cents per page and 5cents for photocopying. hmmmm

& guess what. i actually feel a sense of accomplishment when i see the final product like "heh we did this, we wrote this and it's freaking 53 pages!" hahas. 超有成就感的. gees. hope this give me a good grade for the 40% it constitutes to the ProjectWork overall. speaking of written report, we have to edit our Group Project Proposal much.

BUT. for now r.e.l.a.x.a.t.i.o.n

生日快乐.

2010-10-26T00:00:00.009+08:00

happy seventeen-th birthday Pearlynn.Chia ♥

love ya lots and lots eh (: hope you enjoyed ur birthday today and liked the card and the present. hahas i promise the cookie will be more cookie-ish next time but as my second try i think not bad lurhh. gees and don't worry so much abt studies, don't stress too much u will definitely do well. xoxo bestfriends forever and ever and ever and ever :D

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love; it exists right?

The Secret Life of Prince Charming

2010-10-19T22:14:00.003+08:00

Love is an easy word, used carelessly. Felsons and creeps could offer it coated in sugar, and users could dangle it so enticingly that you wouldn't notice it had things attached - heavy things, things like pity and need, that were weighty as anchors and iron beams and just as impossible to get out from underneath.

2010-10-19T21:40:00.001+08:00

& a very very good news for myself - i cleared my promos!
hahas like so surprising i passed gp. with 26 for essay and 25 for comprehension. who say that the paper was super easy ah. shut up you. half of the school still didnt manage to pass what. and and expect for math i scored a freaking U (disappointed lurh though kinda expected) the rest are CC and DD for my h2 subjects and h1 subjects respectively. pretty happy with my chemistry econs and gp but for physics i should have scored better. and i balme it on MCQ which i only managed to score (guess) 7/20 which's like so pathetic. but anyway i passed and that's more important C: gees.

人生

2010-10-18T22:33:00.001+08:00

生命就是由人生这样一天天的日子连缀的百衲衣。
平凡的、琐碎的、苦恼的、欢乐的、失落的、希望的、悲伤的、痛苦的、拘谨的

缺了哪一天，都不是完整的人。

缺了哪一种滋味，都不是完整的生命。

& 幸福

2010-10-13T23:10:00.009+08:00

finally meet up with my girls ytd!

hahas went to bugis with guangrui and pearlynn yesterday. and it was seriously literally a shopping spree for me. spent around like 50bucks? i bought a top a belt a owl chain a bag and topped with my flip flop and headbands todays at far east with audrey and janice plus the yog lanyard i just collected. omg i think i spent like 100bucks in like 3 days? okay i admit i'm gulity for being spendthrift :/ but well retail therapy? just before i start collecting back my results tmr. anyway i simply can't miss the girls' accompany anymore than this. totally miss the moments back in secondary school the desk-chatting-buddies as pearlynn call it as (: some people just can never be replaced by others and they are definitely one of them. 我相信我们会是一辈子的朋友对吗，不管地球转多少圈，环境再怎么变，我们的友情永远不变。ps. next time we should just sit somewhere and talk, shopping's quite tiring haha

2010-10-13T23:02:00.001+08:00

& orh well

today's excursion was pretty much a failure. lols i can't even name the place we went to today - some environment friendly exhibition thing? kind of jealous of those going to SMRT though it doesn't sound much interesting either but they have like certificate goodie bag and buffet lunch? haha okay i sound cheapo lols but well i did have my bit of fun; some photos taken while waiting on the bus chatting away with rouxuan and listening to zhaodan's nonsensical but true stories. lols and the totally unexpected shopping with audrey and janice at far east (interesting combination eh?) hahas but it was nonetheless very funn still (: gees. and i love my new flip flop! brown pink and limegreen. Uniquely mine but sadly the strip wasn't fixed properly so i have to like go down again tmr after schol :/

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